Lump it

A small lump in my neck/jaw area has grown slightly of late and aches a bit so I went to see the doctor yesterday. I've got some antibiotics, a blood test appointment fro tomorrow and some anxiety about what it could be. That said, i don't think it is anything dire - even though I've done as we all do and run some death bed scenarios over night. Desperate though I am to avoid commuting and working for the next 20 years, it isn’t how I want to achieve that avoidance. It does focus the mind a bit though - what if it was 'serious lump' as opposed to a gunky gland -what would I do differently, what could I change now for a better life in the future? I don't know - but I may start thinking of a few solutions.